Saturday, October 15, 2016

Apa Lagi?

Bermuara kemanakah jalanmu, Sayang?
Ke Sorgakah? 
Atau Neraka? 
Tak adakah jalan lain yang kan kau tempuh? 
Akan ku bantu sesuai dengan apa yang kau ingini 

Begitu pula dengan kejutan-kejutan yang kau lakukan 
Dengan menghantam 
Pun menghujam 

Bukan
Itu sama sekali bukan apa-apa 
Tidak terasa sakitnya 
Tidak terasa nyerinya 
Luka pun tidak 

Akulah wanita terkuat itu 
Tak sedikitpun melebur dengan luka 
Justru tumbuh dengan nelangsa 

Ha-ha-ha 

Akulah petunjuk jalan itu!
Ke Sorgakah? 
Atau ke Neraka?
Cepat katakan padaku, Sayang!

Katakan saja padaku
Apa lagi yang kau ingini? 
Selain jalan terjal tak berujung itu? 
Selama aku masih menyanggupinya 

Sebelum lukaku menyembur keluar 
Sebelum mata airku turun menjalar 
Sebelum langkahku semakin melebar 

Sebab jika itu terjadi 
Aku pun mati 
Mati 
Mati 
Mati

[Lyrics] Ain't My Fault - Zara Larsson

[Zara]
(Oh my, oh my, oh my...)
Oh my, oh my, oh my
Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my!

It ain't my fault you keep turning me on
It ain't my fault you got, got me so gone
It ain't my fault I'm not leaving alone
It ain't my fault you keep turning me on
I can't talk right now, I'm looking and I like what I'm seeing
Got me feeling kinda shocked right now
Could've stopped right now, even if I wanted
Gotta get it, get it, get it, while it's hot right now
Oh my god, what is this
Why you all in my business
Baby I insist, please don't blame me for what ever happens next

No I, can't be responsible
If I, get you in trouble now
See you're, too irresistible
Yeah that's for sure

So if I put your hands where my eyes can't see
Then you're the one who's got a hold on me
No I can't be responsible, responsible
It ain't my fault

It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)
It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)

It ain't my fault you came here looking like that
You just made me trip, fall, and land on your lap
Certain bad boy swoon, body hotter than a sun
I don't mean to be rude, but I look so damn good on ya

Ain't got time right now, missed me with the what's your name, your sign?
It's out of time, I just called an Uber and it's right outside
Oh my god, what is this
Why you all in my business
Baby I insist, please don't blame me for what ever happens next

No I, can't be responsible
If I, get you in trouble now
See you're, too irresistible
Yeah that's for sure

So if I put your hands where my eyes can't see
Then you're the one who's got a hold on me
No I can't be responsible, responsible
It ain't my fault

It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)
It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)

Baby one, two, three
Your body's calling me
And I know wherever it is
Is exactly where I wanna be
But don't blame me
It ain't my fault

It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)
It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)
It ain't my fault (oh my, oh my, oh my)

So if I put your hands where my eyes can't see
Then you're the one who's got a hold on me
No I can't be responsible, responsible
It ain't my fault

It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)
It ain't my fault (no, no, no, no)

It ain't my fault you got me so caught
It ain't my fault you got me so caught

(Oh, well that's too bad it ain't my fault...!)

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

[Puisi] Bising

Bisingnya 
Bisingmu 
Menyeruakkan kalimat yang tiada henti 
Mendobrak segala resah 
Sampai pada kata terakhir 

Kembalillah 
Medan perang 'tlah usai 
Usang dimakan waktu 
Perburuan pula tiada terbentang 
Sampai fajar menjulang 

Enyah saja 
Kau begitu tak berguna 
Di perang 
Di buaian 
Di pelataran 
Berleha-leha sepuasnya

Pikirmu bola duniamu hanya satu? 
Lalu bagaimana denganku? 
Pun mereka? 

Diam saja tak berkutik?
Atau 
Meronta seperti serigala kelaparan?

Katakan padaku dengan bisingmu itu 
Menafikkan segala pikir 
Menggoyahkan segala imaji 

Padahal jalanmu tak fana 
Padahal tendamu itu sungguh jelas 

Lantas 
Mengapa bisingmu masih saja dipertanyakan?

Your Twinflame

Mungkin, pada saatnya nanti ketika kau mengetahui bahwa jalanku bukan lagi ke arahmu, kau akan menangis dengan kencang. Memaki jalan hidupmu...